Airborne wandeltocht - Airborne walking tour

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Ik las in de plaatselijke courant "de enigste courant waar ik wel eens een blik in werp" dat de voorverkoop voor de Airborne wandeltocht in Oosterbeek reeds was begonnen. Iedere eerste Zaterdag van September wordt deze tocht gehouden ter herdenking van de slag om Arnhem in 1944. Het is dit jaar de 78ste editie van deze eendaagse wandeltocht, het grootste eendaagse wandeltocht van Nederland.

Ieder jaar lopen zo'n 30 tot 35 duizend mensen deze wandeltocht die je leidt langs belangrijke plaatsen tijdens de slag om Arnhem. De verschillende landingsplaatsen van parachutisten, plaatsen waar hevig is gevochten om Arnhem überhaupt te kunnen bereiken en natuurlijk de Airborne begraafplaats op de grens van Arnhem en Oosterbeek waar vele gesneuvelde soldaten liggen begraven.

Je kunt zelf kiezen hoeveel kilometer je gaat lopen. 10, 15, 25 of 40 kilometer. De laatste heb ik nog nooit gelopen maar voert je over de Ginkelse heide waar parachutisten zijn geland en waar dus ook hevig is gevochten. Alle afstanden leiden je door dorpen en de prachtige natuur waarin zij zijn gelegen. De dorpen Renkum en Oosterbeek waren vroeger kunstenaar kolonies. Oosterbeek herbergt ook het Airborne museum, dus ook al ga je niet wandelen, er is heel veel te doen en te bezichtigen voor jong en oud. Voor meer informatie, klik op onderstaande link.

Airborne Wandeltocht

Peter68 © ® 19-05-2025
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Airborne walking tour

I read in the local newspaper "the only newspaper I ever look at" that the pre-sale for the Airborne walking tour in Oosterbeek had already started. Every first Saturday of September this tour is held to commemorate the Battle of Arnhem in 1944. This year it is the 78th edition of this one-day walking tour, the largest one-day walking tour in the Netherlands.

Every year about 30 to 35 thousand people walk this walking tour that takes you past important places during the Battle of Arnhem. The various landing sites of paratroopers, places where there was heavy fighting to reach Arnhem and of course the Airborne cemetery on the border of Arnhem and Oosterbeek where many fallen soldiers are buried.

You can choose how many kilometres you want to walk. 10, 15, 25 or 40 kilometres. I have never walked the last one, but it takes you over the Ginkelse heath where paratroopers landed and where there was heavy fighting. All distances lead you through villages and the beautiful nature in which they are located. The villages of Renkum and Oosterbeek used to be artist colonies. Oosterbeek also houses the Airborne museum, so even if you don't go for a walk, there is a lot to do and see for young and old. For more information, click on the link below.

Airborne Walking Tour

Peter68 © ® 05-19-2025
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Natuurlijke balans - Natural balance

 

Sometimes I daydream about the things that are coming. Sometimes I wonder if we are ready for that? We are still engaged in barbaric wars, in which we slaughter our brothers and sisters because they believe something different. We are still plundering the earth in the name of the economy and short-sighted wealth. Many are still guided by what the media tells them. And many are still trapped in all kinds of systems that they cannot do without.

The old world is slowly collapsing, but many continue as if nothing is wrong. They have hidden themselves in modern technology where they hope to be protected from the worst blows. But when the old world collapses, technology will take the worst blows, that is a fact. And it may sound strange, but I saw it back in Atlantis when it collapsed and was eventually swallowed by the sea.

What was the problem in Atlantis? The frequency had become impure, something that also happens in this world. For example, in 1936 the music frequency was changed from 432 Hz to 440 Hz. 432 Hz provides more peace, lowers your heart rate and ensures that you live more in your heart and less in your head. Now we are stuck with all kinds of unnatural radiation from telephones and wifi.

In Atlantis they were also working with frequencies of crystals. At a certain point they were able to manipulate the frequencies of these crystals and that is where it went horribly wrong. Atlantis became out of balance with the earth frequency and so nature could do nothing but let Atlantis disappear to restore the balance. And also in the present we are again tinkering with frequencies which disrupts the balance of the earth. And also now at the moment that the earth is ascending from 3D to 6D.

The earth will ascend to 6D, which cannot be stopped by anything or anyone, unless we blow up the entire planet, but I think and hope that we are not so stupid to do that. I also know that alien races will never allow that, because the earth is a very important planet in the whole. I cannot explain why that is so, that would take too long. What I can say is that many different alien races incarnate here, so you can imagine the importance of the earth a little.

Peter68 © ® 05/15/2025
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Veranderingen - Shifts

(Radix for May 25th, 2025, 08:26 (UT/GMT)

There is a lot going on in the astrological and energy field. For example, Neptune enters Aries at the end of March and Saturn will do the same on May 25. Pluto is doing its first retrograde in Aquarius. In recent years it has been going back to Capricorn, but now it will remain in Aquarius. In January of this year, the north and south nodes also went from Aries and Libra to Pisces and Virgo. These are very big shifts in the astrological field that we can feel very clearly in the energy.

As an Aries, I am not looking forward to Saturn in Aries because Saturn is restrictive, but I will have to make do with it until April 14, 2028. Then Saturn will move into Taurus. But until then, we have to make do with Saturn in Aries with a small break from September 2, 2025 to February 15, 2026. If you want to know more about Saturn in Aries, read this piece by astrologer Tanaaz. She is my favourite astrologer, she knows what she is writing about and also knows how to express it clearly so that everyone can understand it well.

All these shifts in the astrological and energy field are part of a larger cosmic shift that is going on. As I have written before, not only is the earth changing, the other planets in our galaxy are also changing. In 50 to 75 years they will also have a different meaning in astrology. Not so much because of these changes, but because we will then know their deeper meaning better. But that is still a long way off and who knows, humanity might not be on planet Earth by then. There is still a lot waiting for us that will blow some minds.

I have to admit that I sometimes have a hard time with all these changes. I don't like changes anyway, unless I make them myself, but in general I like to keep things the way they are. So you can imagine how hard I sometimes have it with all the changes that are taking place in the field of technology. I grew up in the analogue era and I liked that better than the digital era we live in now. And in the not too distant future we will move to the quantum era where everything will go much faster. That is also the era in which many people will integrate technology into their bodies, something I will never do, even if it is mandatory. Then they can just shoot me dead.

All kinds of agendas are being worked on in the background that are not in the interest of humanity. People don't see that because they are distracted daily with war and entertainment, but by 2030 or 2035 everyone will be chipped so that the government can see exactly what you are doing and where you are. They can also see whether you are adhering to their rules regarding, for example, climate, how much water, electricity or food you use. No, the future does not look bright if these people get their way. So it is up to us to set boundaries about what we do or do not want. Do we want freedom or slavery?

Peter68 © ® 05/13/2025
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Innerlijke processen II - Inner processes II

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Bij iedere nieuw of volle Maan is een van de opdrachten om los te laten wat je niet meer dient. En bij iedere nieuwe of volle Maan probeer ik dat heel trouw te doen. Toch lukt het mij nog steeds niet om alle boosheid en verdriet die in mij zit los te laten. 😭 Het blijft maar aan mij vreten en maakt mij langzaamaan helemaal kapot.

Ik heb me al heel vaak afgevraagd waarom het maar niet wil lukken om deze grote brok los te laten. Ik bedoel, ik heb iedereen vergeven, inclusief mezelf. Het is zelfs zo dat ik volkomen begrijp waarom ze hebben gehandeld zoals ze hebben gehandeld. Toch, iedere keer wanneer zo'n herinnering bij me naar boven komt voel ik een groot vuur 🔥 van boosheid in mij ontwaken, maar ook een zee 🌊 van verdriet en moet ik de grootste moeite doen om niet als een vulkaan te ontploffen. 🌋

Er zijn niet veel dingen waar ik bang voor ben, behalve vogels en het beest dat in mij huist. Een van mijn grootste wensen is omdat beest onschadelijk te maken. Nee niet doden, ik heb dat recht niet. Bovendien, het is een deel van mij en ik wil mezelf absoluut geen pijn doen. Ik heb in mijn leven meer dan genoeg fysieke en psychische pijn geleden, dus nee!

Bovendien, hoe kan ik van mijzelf houden als ik niet ieder aspect van mijzelf accepteer? Ik denk de laatste tijd vaak terug aan de heerlijke gesprekken die ik in mijn jeugdjaren voerde met mijn kinderpsychiater Dr.Hütter. Hij was verbonden aan mijn eerste kindertehuis waar ik 6 jaar heb gewoond. In dat kindertehuis werd de leer van Dr. Rudolf Steiner onderwezen. Dat heeft mij toen vaak goed geholpen. Het was voor mij een soort van houvast in de familieoorlog die zich boven mijn hoofd afspeelde.

Dr.Hütter leerde mij nog beter voor mezelf na te denken. Hij zei vaak, fuck je familie, dit is jouw leven, dus jij bepaald wat daar in gebeurd. Hij noemde mijn familie zelfs een keer een stelletje assholes die met mijn leven probeerde te spelen. Of nee, die mij als speelbal gebruikten. Ik mis Dr.Hütter nu soms. We hadden altijd hoogstaande intelligente gesprekken samen. Hij zag mij niet als een kind, maar als een volwassenen die een beetje teveel op zijn bord had gekregen.

Maar goed, we modderen maar weer verder. Zoals het gezegde zegt, ik worstel en kom boven. Ik hoop dat ik snel boven ga komen, dit kost namelijk heel erg veel energie. Ik heb op het moment ook niemand waar ik even mee kan kletsen, als ik de woorden al weet te vinden. Misschien dat de energie van Mei me verder kan helpen met Venus (vandaag) en Neptunus (morgen) in mijn eigen sterrenbeeld Ram. ♈️

Peter68 © ® 30-04-2025
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Inner processes II

With every new or full moon, one of the assignments is to let go of what no longer serves you. And with every new or full moon, I try to do that very faithfully. Yet I still can't seem to let go of all the anger and sadness that is inside me. 😭 It keeps eating away at me and is slowly destroying me completely.

I have often wondered why I just can't seem to let go of this big chunk. I mean, I have forgiven everyone, including myself. In fact, I completely understand why they acted the way they did. Yet, every time such a memory comes to mind, I feel a great fire 🔥 of anger awakening within me, but also a sea 🌊 of sadness and I have to make every effort not to explode like a volcano. 🌋

There are not many things I am afraid of, except birds and the beast that lives inside me. One of my greatest wishes is to render that beast harmless. No, not to kill it, I do not have that right. Besides, it is a part of me and I absolutely do not want to hurt myself. I have suffered more than enough physical and psychological pain in my life, so no!

Besides, how can I love myself if I do not accept every aspect of myself? I often think back to the wonderful conversations I had with my child psychiatrist Dr. Hütter in my youth. He was affiliated with my first children's home where I lived for 6 years. In that children's home, the teachings of Dr. Rudolf Steiner were taught. That often helped me a lot at the time. It was a kind of support for me in the family war that was going on above my head.

Dr. Hütter taught me to think for myself even better. He often said, fuck your family, this is your life, so you decide what happens in it. He even called my family a bunch of assholes who tried to play with my life. Or no, who used me as a plaything. I miss Dr. Hütter sometimes now. We always had high-level intelligent conversations together. He didn't see me as a child, but as an adult who had a bit too much on his plate.

Anyway, we'll just muddle along. As the saying goes, I struggle and come out on top. I hope I'll come out on top soon, because this takes a lot of energy. I also don't have anyone to chat with at the moment, if I can even find the words. Maybe the energy of May can help me further with Venus (today) and Neptune (tomorrow) in my own zodiac sign Aries. ♈️

Peter68 © ® 30-04-2025
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Innerlijke processen - Internal processes

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De afgelopen maand is niet gemakkelijk voor mij geweest. En dan doel ik op spiritueel/emotioneel. Ik heb ook niet "zoals andere jaren" optimaal kunnen genieten van mijn eigen Ram seizoen. Voordat ik het in de gaten had was het alweer voorbij. Vooral de afgelopen dagen waren loodzwaar waarbij is soms serieus heb overwogen om de stekker uit dit leven te trekken. Maar goed, dat zou dan betekenen dat ik opgeef en een Ram en ik geven niet op. Wij knokken door tot we erbij neervallen. En dan nog proberen we om door te gaan. 💪🏻

Heb begon zo'n beetje de dag na mijn verjaardag (22-03) dat ik me niet meer lekker in mijn vel voelde zitten. Ik ga dan innerlijk zoeken naar de oorzaak of oorzaken, maar dat leverde me alleen meer ellende op. Langzaam maar zeker zakte ik steeds dieper in allerlei dingen en daarbij kwam oude dingen naar boven waarvan ik dacht en hoopte dat ik ze had verwerkt. Nee dus, er waren nog flinke kluiven waar ik me op moest storten. Vele tranen hebben gevloeid afgelopen maand.

Herinneringen uit mijn jeugd, uit mijn huwelijk en relaties van daarna. Zo vaak dat ik aan mezelf heb getwijfeld, dat ik mensen toen heb gewaarschuwd dat ik zwaar beschadigd was en dat het misschien beter was om wat afstand van mij te bewaren. Maar nee, men wilde bij mij zijn, zich met mij verbinden en sommige dachten zelfs dat ze mij konden helen. En ik zal eerlijk toegeven dat sommige een goede bijdrage hebben geleverd, maar als ik over bepaalde dingen zelf niet het inzicht krijg, kan er ook geen heling plaatsvinden. Alleen door zelf diep in mijn eigen innerlijke spiegel te kijken kan ik helen. Maar dank aan alle "vrouwen/zielenzussen" die een bijdrage hebben geleverd aan de man/mens die ik nu ben.

En na deze zware maand in Ram/Stier ben ik er nog niet. April was een brugmaand en in mei gaan zo'n beetje alle remmen los. En als wij dachten dat de afgelopen 5 jaar een rollercoaster rit was, dan trek je stoelriemen nog maar eens stevig aan, mei, juni, juli en augustus gaan voor sommige mensen echt een hel worden. Dit hebben ze vooral aan zichzelf te wijten omdat ze hun innerlijke werk niet hebben gedaan, bang als ze zijn om in hun eigen innerlijke spiegel te kijken. Maar ook voor de mensen die wel hun innerlijke werk hebben gedaan zal het zeker niet gemakkelijk gaan worden. Sterkte gewenst dus aan iedereen de komende maanden. Steun elkaar, stop met het verdelen, de giftige spelletjes en wees lief voor elkaar.

Peter68 © ® 27-04-2025
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Inner processes

The past month has not been easy for me. And I mean spiritually/emotionally. I have not been able to enjoy my own Aries season optimally "like other years". Before I knew it, it was over again. The past few days in particular have been extremely tough, and I have sometimes seriously considered pulling the plug on this life. But anyway, that would mean that I would give up and Aries and I do not give up. We will fight until we drop. And then we will still try to continue.

It started about the day after my birthday (22-03) that I no longer felt comfortable in my own skin. I then search internally for the cause or causes, but that only brought me more misery. Slowly but surely I sank deeper and deeper into all kinds of things and old things came up that I thought and hoped I had processed. No, there were still some tough things that I had to tackle. Many tears have flowed last month.

Memories from my youth, from my marriage and relationships after that. So often that I doubted myself, that I warned people then that I was badly damaged and that it might be better to keep some distance from me. But no, people wanted to be with me, to connect with me and some even thought they could heal me. And I will honestly admit that some have made a good contribution, but if I do not gain insight into certain things myself, healing cannot take place. Only by looking deeply into my own inner mirror can I heal. But thanks to all the "women/soul sisters" who have contributed to the man/person that I am now.

And after this heavy month in Aries/Taurus I am not there yet. April was a bridge month and in May almost all brakes are released. And if we thought that the past 5 years were a rollercoaster ride, then tighten your seat belts again, May, June, July and August are really going to be hell for some people. This is mainly their own fault because they have not done their inner work, afraid as they are to look in their own inner mirror. But it will certainly not be easy for the people who have done their inner work. So I wish everyone strength in the coming months. Support each other, stop dividing, the toxic games and be kind to each other.

Peter68 © ® 04/27/2025
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Herdenking - Memorial

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Tijdens de tweede wereldoorlog werden 125 van mijn familie weggevoerd naar verschillende concentratiekampen in Europa. Van deze 125 familieleden kwamen er slechts 7 terug na de oorlog waaronder mijn opa die gevangen had gezeten in een Pools officierenkamp. Hij was luitenant kolonel in het Nederlandse leger. Deze 125 mensen "mannen, vrouwen en kinderen" waren gevangen gezet omdat ze of een Joodse achtergrond hadden of omdat ze mogelijk in het verzet zaten of waren gelieerd.

De tijd in dat mijn opa in het officierenkamp had gevangen gezeten had een diepe impact op hem gemaakt. Hij was niet meer de man die hij ooit was geweest. Bij terugkomst in Nederland werd hij door de Nederlandse regering gedwongen om te gaan vechten in Indonesië wat toen nog een kolonie was van Nederland. Hij werd gedwongen om te gaan. Als hij zou weigeren zou zijn gezin iets overkomen.

Hij kon dus niets anders doen dan gaan om zijn gezin te beschermen, een vrouw met twee kinderen die waren geboren tijdens de oorlog. Mijn opa was eind 1942 opgepakt. Het officierenkamp waar die zat was bevrijd door de Russen begin 1945, maar het duurde tot eind juni 1945 voordat die weer thuis was. Blijdschap was natuurlijk groot met zijn thuiskomst, maar deze blijdschap zou dus niet lang duren.

Waarom wilde mijn opa niet gaan vechten in Indonesië? Wel, wat hij had meegemaakt in het Poolse officierenkamp was hem niet in de koude kleren gaan zitten. Een ander feit was dat mijn opa voor vrijheid was, de vrijheid van Indonesië om zelf te bepalen. Daarin stond hij niet alleen. Zijn voorvaders hadden ook altijd gestreden voor de vrijheid. Dat was al zo toen mijn voorouders naar de Nederlanden kwamen met het leger van de Spaanse generaal Alva. Zodra ze hier waren en begrepen wat er precies gaande was liepen ze over naar de Nederlanders. Er zijn zelfs familieverhalen dat mijn verre voorvader bij Delft heeft gestreden aan de zijde van Prins Willem van Oranje. Of dat waar is weet ik niet, ik was er niet bij.

Op 4 mei herdenken wij in Nederland altijd de doden die zijn gevallen tijdens de tweede wereldoorlog in Nederland. De Joodse slachtoffers, maar ook de zigeuners, homo's, geestelijk beperkte, anders denkende, politieke tegenstanders en de verzetsmensen. Helaas is deze herdenking in Nederland gekaapt door opportunisten. Hij is politiek en gewapend geworden. Iedereen denkt er zijn eigen ideologie aan te moeten plakken en haalt er de huidige oorlogen in de wereld bij. Maar dan heb je het niet begrepen naar mijn idee. 4 mei is om de slachtoffers te herdenken die zijn gevallen tijden de tweede wereldoorlog in het Koninkrijk der Nederlanden die in Nederland plaatsvond tussen 10 mei 1940 en 5 mei 1945. Dus niet de huidige oorlogen in de Oekraïne, Jemen, Afrika, Verweggistan en Palestina/Israël.

Peter68 © ® 24/27-04-2025
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Memorial

During the second world war 125 members of my family were taken to different concentration camps in Europe. Of these 125 family members only 7 returned after the war including my grandfather who had been imprisoned in a Polish officers camp. He was a Lieutenant Colonel in the Dutch army. These 125 people "men, women and children" were imprisoned because they had a Jewish background or because they were possibly in the resistance or were affiliated.

The time my grandfather was imprisoned in the officers' camp had a deep impact on him. He was no longer the man he had once been. When he returned to the Netherlands, he was forced by the Dutch government to go and fight in Indonesia, which was then still a colony of the Netherlands. He was forced to go. If he refused, something would happen to his family.

So he had no choice but to go to protect his family, a woman with two children who had been born during the war. My grandfather was arrested at the end of 1942. The officers' camp where he was, was liberated by the Russians at the beginning of 1945, but it took until the end of June 1945 before he was back home. Of course, there was great joy at his return, but this joy would not last long.

Why did my grandfather not want to go and fight in Indonesia? Well, what he had experienced in the Polish officers' camp had not left him cold. Another fact was that my grandfather was for freedom, the freedom of Indonesia to decide for itself. He was not alone in this. His ancestors had also always fought for freedom. That was already the case when my ancestors came to the Netherlands with the army of the Spanish general Alva. As soon as they were here and understood what exactly was going on, they defected to the Dutch. There are even family stories that my distant ancestor fought at Delft on the side of Prince William of Orange. I do not know whether that is true, I was not there.

On May 4, we in the Netherlands always commemorate the dead who fell during the Second World War in the Netherlands. The Jewish victims, but also the gypsies, homosexuals, mentally handicapped, differently thinking, political opponents and the resistance fighters. Unfortunately, this Memorial in the Netherlands has been hijacked by opportunists. It has become political and armed. Everyone thinks they have to attach their own ideology to it and brings up the current wars in the world. But then you have not understood it in my opinion. May 4 is to commemorate the victims who fell during the Second World War in the Kingdom of the Netherlands, which took place in the Netherlands between May 10, 1940 and May 5, 1945. So not the current wars in Ukraine, Yemen, Africa, Farawayistan and Palestine/Israel.

Peter68 © ® 04/24-27/2025
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The COMPLETE STORY of The Gnostic Gospels – Every Spiritualist Must Know This

This resonates with me so much. As a young child I already had problems with the Catholic church. I often had heated discussions with my pastor at the time and sometimes drove him crazy. It was even so bad that I was no longer welcome at school during religious education. I was certain that things were not as the Catholic church wanted me to believe. So I have never been a convinced Catholic. In the past I have also studied the Bible, the Torah, the Koran and a number of Buddhist books because I was curious about the truth. In the last decade I seem to find this truth more and more in the Gnostic faith. This does not mean that I now consider myself a member of the Gnostic faith. My faith is Love and Nature is my church, but much of what the Gnostic faith tells me resonates enormously with me, more than what Catholicism, Protestantism, Islam or Judaism tell me. In this respect, Buddhism is closest to the Gnostic faith for me.

Peter68 ©® 04/26/2025
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When a man loves a woman?

There is something strange going on in the relationship world. I see videos here and there of people who are looking for a relationship. The moment they think they have found someone, they are presented with a whole list of requirements that they just have to meet.

And just to be clear, I know that a lot of videos are fake, they are just there for the likes because they can make money with them. Yes, you heard/read it right, you can make money with likes. The more likes you have, the more interesting you become to advertisers. I don't participate in that. I'm not a fan of money, although it is convenient and I don't like advertisers.

Back to those videos. So I've been watching some of the ones that I know were real. That was absolutely ridiculous. Before you even go out with someone, you are expected to pay $20,000 so that your date can get a haircut, get her nails done, or get a new wardrobe for herself. And then the first date still has to take place.

And you're also expected to get a haircut, have your nails done, and pick her up in an expensive sports car for the first date. And I'm not talking about a lousy BMW, those are out. You have to at least arrive with a Mercedes, Maserati or something more expensive if you want to be appreciated.

Once you have done all that and survived, you will receive a list of demands that you better meet, otherwise it will be over quickly. Such a list can include anything from how much pocket money you're going to give her per week, how much time you have to spend with her, how often you're going to do it during the week to not being allowed to see your friends anymore. And then I haven't even mentioned the discussions about who brings what to the table in the relationship.

I've thought about starting a new relationship, but if that's the way it has to be these days, then never mind. I am an old-fashioned man who believes in true unconditional love and in a relationship that is not about money or who brings what to the table, but consists of love, harmony, equality and respect for each other. I do not understand why everything has to be so incredibly difficult these days. All those rules, signals and requirements beforehand. Act normal, then you are already acting crazy enough, they used to say.

Peter68 © ® 04/16/2025
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Astrologische verschuivingen / Astrology shifts

We have had a lot to digest over the past three months, astrologically speaking. Planets that were retrograde and in our opinion blocked the energy and planets that changed star signs, which suddenly caused us to deal with a completely different energy. And the sun and the Universe themselves have also made their presence felt. Solar storms, proton storms and neutron bombardments have had their impact on all of us.

At the time of writing this article, Mercury, Venus and the North Node are retrograde. It is striking that everything is retrograde in the Pisces zodiac sign. Mercury will go direct again next Tuesday, Venus will leave the underworld on April 13 and then appear as a morning star. Then we have about three weeks in which all the planets are direct. That will change on May 4 when Pluto will go retrograde in Aquarius until October 14.

Today 04/04/2025 is a portal day. In exactly one month it will be busy in the zodiac sign Aries, because Neptune, Venus, Mercury and Chiron are all in Aries. A real Aries party, although I have to say honestly that it can be a very rough party. April is a bridge month, a month in which we can recover a bit from everything that has happened in our own lives but also in the world in the past three months.

Wars, peace or no peace, a call for rearmament, heavy earthquakes caused by the sun, strange and sometimes very violent weather with hurricanes, tornadoes, droughts, floods, ice rains and a huge number of volcanoes that erupt or are about to erupt. If you think that planet Earth is a peaceful holiday paradise, you will be disappointed. From May onwards we will experience many more crazy, strange and intense things. Then almost all brakes will be released and we will really feel like we are on a roller coaster.

So enjoy the good life for a while longer in the coming weeks. No, I don't want to scare anyone, but 2025 is a 9 year, a closing year, and we still have a lot of loose ends that we need to work on. Not only on a personal level, but certainly also on a global level. What do we do with Ukraine, what do we do with Russia? How do we deal with the trade restrictions that President Trump has imposed on just about every country in the world. Will Saturn, which enters Aries on May 25, do anything about that? Saturn is the planet of order and authority.

Saturn is also in trine with Uranus, the planet of revolution and surprises. Saturn is also making a trine with Mars in Leo. Mars is the ruler of both Aries and Scorpio and the lord of war. Leo and Aries are two fire signs that do not like imposed restrictions, they want and demand freedom. This is just to give you an idea of what can come. Of course, it doesn't have to become a heated mess if people treat each other with respect and are open to reasonable arguments, but you never know in this crazy clown world.

Peter68 © ® 04/04/2025
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Another year older

 

On March 22, I will be another year older. When I look back, you sometimes wonder how I did it all? I mean, I have experienced an incredible amount in my life. A lot of bad things that I know many people would end their lives for. And yes, I have made many attempts in the past to take my own life, but for one reason or another I was saved or something went wrong and the attempt also ended in failure.

My childhood years were terrible. I lived in children's homes after my father's second wife had judged that I did not fit into the picture of a happy family. I was rebellious, curious, always followed my own intuition and laughed at my father and his second wife when I was punished for things that I often had not even done. No, I was not a saint, as I already wrote I was rebellious, but that was often also out of anger that my father had abandoned my mother. My mother passed away in 1972 and no one told me what death meant. That didn't happen until I was 8 years old.

So I was excluded by my father and his second wife and ended up with my mother's family. Good people in principle, but they had no empathy at all. I think they have caused the greatest damage in my life, something that I have worked hard to process and come to terms with for years. It taught me a lot about people. That's why I'm still very careful about just letting people into my life. You really have to be very special if I want to consider you my boyfriend or girlfriend.

Anyway, after psychological and physical abuse, drug addiction, being homeless, wandering, getting divorced and also losing your children in that divorce, there comes a time when you have the opportunity to work on yourself. To be able to heal old wounds and find yourself completely in a place where you originally come from, nature. I have a number of sweet soul sisters who I love dearly and are also my best girlfriends.

They have done and meant a lot to me. They still do, by the way, but in mother nature I have completely found myself again. One of those soul sisters also experienced that live last year when we were walking in the woods of Doorwerth. That was such a magical experience for both of us. I felt mother nature completely and my totem animal the Hawk flew above us. It was as if we were standing outside of time for a moment.

What I want to say with this piece is, no matter how fucking bad your life may be, don't give up, ask the Universe/God or whatever you believe in for help. Be open to that help. Always listen to your intuition and not to the media or people who claim to have your best interests at heart. Usually that means that they have their own interests in mind and you are just a cog in that. Follow your intuition, be critical, don't just take everything for granted, think for yourself and do research first. If you listen carefully to your intuition, you will quickly find out who is good and who is bad for you. You can then filter out your real friends. Oh, and also important, don't let others walk all over you, you are not a doormat. Do not enter into conflict, if there is a threat, withdraw for a moment and calmly look at the matter carefully from all sides before drawing conclusions.

Peter68 © ® 03/21/2025
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World family

With the following I write I do not want to offend anyone, it is just my view of the world. So it is not about people/persons but about countries and their governments.

There are officially 195 UN recognised countries in the world and 40 unrecognised countries. These countries are often dependent on their "former" colonial owner. Think for example of Greenland (Denmark) and Gibraltar (UK). You rarely or never hear anything about most countries in the news, which is not to say that everything is going well there. Every country has its problems, but they are not all suitable to become world news.

The countries we hear about the most are America, Israel, Russia, Ukraine, Palestine, China, India, Taiwan, Iraq, Iran, Sudan, Yemen, South Africa, Cuba, Canada, Brazil, Mexico, Hungary, Poland, Romania, Kenya and Sweden. So things happen there that make world news. Usually it concerns a drastic plan of the government there, war, arms trade, import duties, stock market news, mass murders, rapes, oppression of population groups or the entire population, drug trade or natural disasters.

I am not an active follower of the news. I do not watch TV, do not read newspapers, do not listen to the radio, I do not have a smartphone and I do not follow news sites on the internet. I have nothing to do with those lying mainstream media that lies to people and tries to manipulate them. Yet certain headlines manage to reach me via Twitter, the only platform where I am active. Facebook has blocked me because I spoke the truth, am not allowed to post alternative news, they thought I made money with the links I shared "like from this blog" and that is not allowed in this sick world. I do not make money with websites. I know it is possible, but I am simply not interested in that. Then you also have to allow advertisements and I do not want that. I do not like advertisements, they are all lies and manipulation.

What I often wonder is why certain countries behave the way they do? America behaves like a spoiled child, Russia behaves like a big bully, Israel behaves like an autistic person who always gets his way because he is autistic, many Muslim countries are quick to worry when others say something and then we haven't even talked about the victim behaviour that many countries display. Something that my own country the Netherlands is also good at. The Calimero behaviour, they are big and I am small, that is not fair.

It often saddens me when I see how countries, governments and certain people treat each other. I often wonder why they do it that way? Is it in the interest of the country you represent? Does it make you better yourself or are you just like that? I am someone who likes to help others if I can. As a child I once had the idea that if all rich countries adopt one or two poor countries for say five to ten years then hunger and poverty can be eradicated from the world within 25 years. We are on this earth to help each other get through life, not to kill and vilify each other. Unfortunately, most countries/governments do not understand that or have a dark agenda that is not in the interest of their citizens.

Peter68 © ® 03/17/2025
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Geloof - religie / Faith - religion

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Regelmatig denk ik na over geloof en religie. Ik heb vroeger alle grote religies (Christelijk, Joods, Moslim, en boeddhisme) meerdere keren uitvoering bestudeerd en er staan soms waardevolle dingen in die boeken, maar ook veel dingen waar ik het absoluut niet mee eens kan zijn. Om er twee te noemen, we zijn allemaal zondaars en vrouwen zijn minder dan mannen. Die laatste stuit mij vooral tegen de borst, het gaat in tegen alles waar ik altijd voor heb gestaan, de gelijkheid van mannen en vrouwen.

Als we naar de Bijbel kijken dan staan daar dingen in waarvan ik denk dat de schrijvers erin hebben gezet om mensen klein en angstig te houden. Vooral het oude testament staat er vol mee. Persoonlijk geloof ik dat de mensheid tot meer in staat is dan men tot nu toe heeft laten zien. Maar als religie en onze huidige maatschappij mensen klein en angstig houd en mensen alleen maar bezig zijn met entertainment en uiterlijk vertoon, dan zullen mensen nooit hun volledige potentieel kunnen bereiken. Dan zijn we niet meer dan gehoorzame slaven van de gevestigde orde.

Dat laatste stemt mij dan weer verdrietig. Ik wil de mensheid zo graag helpen om hun hogere doelen te bereiken zodat we kunnen evolueren uit het riool waarin wij nu leven. Riool ja, als je goed om je heen kijkt dan stinkt onze maatschappij van alle kanten. Corruptie, dood en verderf tieren welig en op een enkeling na doet niemand wat. Vele kijken uit naar een hogere macht die voor hen alles beter gaat maken, maar dan heb je het niet begrepen. Als wij verandering willen, dat het leven van iedereen beter gaat worden, dan zullen we zelf de handen uit de mouwen moeten gaan steken. Niemand komt ons redden, dat zullen wij zelf moeten doen.

Dus blijf niet langer met de armen over elkaar zitten of met die vervloekte telefoon in je handen. Kijk wat er nodig is om jouw leven beter te maken en het leven van je buren, familie en vrienden ga aan de slag. In het verleden had ik wel eens discussies met mensen die zeiden dat ze niets hoefde te doen, Jezus zou ze komen redden. Sorry hoor, maar denk je nu werkelijk dat Jezus of God zich druk maken om iemand die geen vinger heeft uitgestoken om het kwaad in deze wereld te beteugelen? Die niets geeft om hoe het met zijn buren gaat, zijn familie en vrienden.

En wat als Jezus ze straks niet komt redden, als ze achter blijven na de opname. Gaan ze dan juichen voor de Antichrists en alles wat hij doet en zegt toedekken met de mantel der liefde? Ik ben niet gelovig al kom ik uit een Katholiek nest. Ik was een straf voor mijn vroegere Pastoor. Alles wat hij op school tijdens Godsdienstles zei, trok ik in twijfel. Daarom mocht ik op een gegeven moment ook niet meer komen. Ik was een storend element tijdens Godsdienstles omdat mijn mede klasgenoten moesten lachen om wat ik zei.

Ik geloof overigens wel in een hogere macht, maar noem die zeker geen God. Voor mij is de benaming God besmet. Hoeveel oorlogen, vervolgingen en ander geweld zijn er niet gedaan in de naam van God?  Gedaan door mensen die dachten te weten wat God van ons zou willen of verwachten. Als we even terug gaan naar de persoon Jezus, hij zei dat we moesten leven in liefde en harmonie met onze naasten. Kijk nu eens de wereld in, gebeurd dat? De meeste mensen gunnen elkaar niets eens het licht in de ogen en regeringen en bedrijven en banken zijn corrupt en denken alleen maar aan geld en macht.

Ik noem de hogere macht waarin ik geloof het Universum. Een andere hogere macht waarin ik geloof is Moeder Natuur. Het Universum is mijn vader en Moeder Natuur is mijn moeder. Beiden zorgen ervoor dat ik krijg wat ik echt nodig heb om te kunnen leven, "dus niet wat mijn hartje begeerd" de rest is aan mij zelf. Er zijn ook Universele en Natuur wetten. Als ik die schend bouw ik karma op en dat karma moet ik dan weer zien uit te werken en ongedaan zien te maken. Ik probeer dus om me aan die wetten te houden zodat ik geen karma opbouw. Mijn doel in dit leven is om verder te evolueren zodat ik niet meer terug hoef te komen in deze gestoorde corrupte wereld.

Christelijke en Islamitische mensen geloven dat je na je dood of in de Hemel of in de Hel terecht gaat komen. In het Joodse geloof is er geen Hemel of Hel. Persoonlijk geloof ik niet in Hemel en Hel. Vooral die laatste niet omdat ik het leven op deze planeet al een hel vind met al dat gedoe en onzekerheden die het leven in zich heeft. Al doende leren we wel, maar er zijn en blijven toch nog veel onzekerheden zoals bijvoorbeeld nu oorlog of vrede. Ik geloof in sferen. Als je sterft ga je naar een bepaalde sfeer waar wordt gekeken wat je hebt geleerd tijdens je verblijf op aarde en hoe je je hebt verhouden jegens je mede mens en de natuur.

Peter68 © ® 16-03-2025
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Faith - religion

I regularly think about faith and religion. I have studied all the major religions (Christian, Jewish, Muslim, and Buddhism) several times in detail and there are sometimes valuable things in those books, but also many things that I absolutely cannot agree with. To name two, we are all sinners and women are less than men. The latter is especially offensive to me, it goes against everything I have always stood for, the equality of men and women.

If we look at the Bible, there are things in it that I think the writers put in to keep people small and fearful. The Old Testament in particular is full of it. Personally, I believe that humanity is capable of more than has been shown so far. But if religion and our current society keep people small and fearful and people are only concerned with entertainment and outward show, then people will never be able to reach their full potential. Then we are nothing more than obedient slaves of the established order.

That last part makes me sad. I want to help humanity so much to achieve their higher goals so that we can evolve out of the sewer we are living in now. Sewer yes, if you look around you, our society stinks from all sides. Corruption, death and destruction are rampant and with the exception of a few, no one does anything. Many look forward to a higher power that will make everything better for them, but then you have not understood. If we want change, that everyone's life will become better, then we will have to roll up our sleeves ourselves. No one is going to save us, we will have to do that ourselves.

So don't sit around with your arms crossed or with that damned phone in your hands any longer. See what is needed to make your life better and the lives of your neighbours, family and friends, get to work. In the past I have had discussions with people who said that they did not have to do anything, Jesus would come and save them. Sorry, but do you really think that Jesus or God care about someone who has not lifted a finger to curb the evil in this world? Who doesn't care about how his neighbours, family and friends are doing.

And what if Jesus doesn't come to save them later, if they stay behind after the rapture. Will they cheer for the antichrist and cover everything he does and says with the cloak of love? I am not religious, even though I come from a Catholic background. I was a punishment for my former pastor. I questioned everything he said during religious education at school. That's why I was not allowed to come at some point. I was a disruptive element during religious education because my fellow classmates had to laugh at what I said.

By the way, I do believe in a higher power, but I certainly don't call it God. For me, the name God is tainted. How many wars, persecutions and other violence have not been committed in the name of God? Done by people who thought they knew what God would want or expect from us. If we go back to the person Jesus, he said that we had to live in love and harmony with our neighbours. Now look at the world, does that happen? Most people do not wish each other any light in their eyes and governments, banks and businessmen are corrupt and only think about money and power.

I call the higher power I believe in the Universe. Another higher power I believe in is Mother Nature. The Universe is my father and Mother Nature is my mother. Both make sure that I get what I really need to live, "so not what my heart desires" the rest is up to me. There are also Universal laws and Natural laws. If I violate them I build up karma and I have to work out that karma and undo it. So I try to keep to those laws so that I do not build up karma. My goal in this life is to evolve further so that I do not have to come back to this crazy corrupt world.

Christian and Islamic people believe that after you die you will either end up in Heaven or Hell. In the Jewish faith there is no Heaven or Hell. Personally I do not believe in Heaven and Hell. Especially not the latter because I already find life on this planet a hell with all the fuss and uncertainties that life has in it. We learn by doing, but there are and remain many uncertainties such as war or peace now. I believe in spheres. When you die you go to a certain sphere where they look at what you have learned during your stay on earth and how you have related to your fellow human beings and nature.

Peter68 © ® 03/16/2025
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Lente / Spring

It took a long time. I went through many valleys last fall and winter, but finally there is some light at the end of the tunnel, Spring. It may sound strange to some, but I run on solar energy. Without sunlight, life has no meaning for me, just like life has no meaning without music.

Spring is my favourite season of the year, although I don't mind the summer heat either. But Spring has an extra dimension for me, new life. Young leaves on the trees, flowers and the birds that start looking for a partner and building nests in January.

My heart always lights up completely when the first signs of Spring appear. Then I know that it can't be long before the sun starts shining again, the flowers start blooming and most importantly, the temperature rises again. If there is one thing I don't like, it is cold, snow and ice. Even in the summer I don't eat ice cream because I don't like the cold.

Yes, call me a weirdo or a freak, I don't care, I am who I am and that is 100% real. But now that spring is coming I can start gardening again, dig through mother earth with my bare hands, sow new life for the bees and butterflies that visit my garden every year. The butterflies that always dance beautifully around my butterfly tree and the bees that fly from flower to flower to collect pollen that they turn into honey.

And I, I sit on my chair in the sun enjoying all this beauty. My heart cheers and is open. And every now and then a butterfly or a bee comes to sit on my leg to rest for a while, something that brings me even more joy. No, I don't need expensive, flashy things, nature gives me everything I need.

Peter68 © ® 03/02/2025
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Groeien - Growing

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Mijn doel in het leven is om te groeien
Om als mens helemaal op te bloeien
Dat doe ik door zoveel mogelijk te leren
Alleen op die manier kan ik evolueren

Ik leer door het leven te ervaren
En soms kunnen die ervaringen me bezwaren
Maar ook van die harde lessen kan ik leren
De kunst is om daarna weer op te veren

Het leven is pieken en dalen
Soms moet je het aller beste uit jezelf naar boven halen
Alleen dan kun je de heuvel en bergen bedwingen
Als je op de top bent kun je zingen

Wees trots op jezelf, jij hebt het weer gedaan
De ervaring leert je hoe bepaalde situaties te verslaan
Je bent nu klaar voor je volgende ervaring
En ook dat zal weer zijn een openbaring

En zo kom je stapje voor stapje verder in het leven
Zo kun je steeds meer van je ervaringen aan andere geven
Het is aan hen wat ze er meedoen
Jij staat immers niet in hun schoen

De vrijheid om te doen en te laten is een groot goed
Vrijheid zit ons mensen in het bloed
Ga dus rustig verder op je levenspad
En herinner jezelf er regelmatig aan dat jij bent de grootste schat.

Peter © ® 09-02-2025
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Growing

My goal in life is to grow
To blossom as a person
I do that by learning as much as possible
Only in this way can I evolve

I learn by experiencing life
And sometimes those experiences can weigh me down
But I can also learn from those hard lessons
The trick is to bounce back afterwards

Life is peaks and valleys
Sometimes you have to get the best out of yourself
Only then can you conquer the hill and mountains
When you reach the top you can sing

Be proud of yourself, you have done it again
Experience teaches you how to beat certain situations
You are now ready for your next experience
And that too will be a revelation

And that is how you progress step by step in life
This way you can give more and more of your experiences to others
It is up to them what they do with it
After all, you are not in their shoes

The freedom to do and not do is a great asset
Freedom is in our blood as humans
So continue calmly on your path in life
And remember remind yourself regularly that you are the greatest treasure.

Peter © ® 02/09/2025
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The path of life

Hearts that say more than words
Souls that sing more beautifully than birds
The love that flows from soul to soul
Yeah, for me that's real Rock & Roll

Life is a game that we play
It's definitely not a walk in the hay
We try to control it all
That's why we stumble and fall

Let go of all control
Focus on the stroll
We're meant to learn something and enrich our soul
That way we can achieve our goals

Focus on your path and listen to your intuition
Only in this way can you fulfil your mission
Trust the Universe and yourself
Then you can achieve evolution and inner wealth.

Peter68 © ® 01-23-2025
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Dream from the past

When I was a little boy I had a dream that still haunts me to this day. Some information in advance. My mother had died a year earlier and I had recently had a stepmother. She and I were water and fire or rather, fire and fire. We were both Aries. She from the 21st of March and I from the 22nd of March.

I had received a beautiful yellow crane for my birthday that I was very proud of. The rule at home was, if something has been outside, it is not allowed to come back inside. I do not know why that was. So I had to put the crane in the garage that opened directly onto the street. My father also had his car there.

One day I came downstairs to play with my crane, the garage door was open, my father had left with the car and my crane had disappeared. I went to tell my stepmother in tears. She got angry with me and said that I was not careful enough with my things. Not that I had much then. We were poor and the crane was the first thing I had gotten in years. I was punished and had to stay in my room for the rest of the day, without food or drink.

That same night I had a dream. I walked downstairs to the garage looking for my crane, but I didn't see it. So I walked outside. There I saw my stepbrother and also my crane standing by the garbage cans. The garbage truck was coming, so I quickly walked to my crane to grab it before it disappeared into the garbage truck.

At the moment I wanted to grab the crane, the garbage man was with us and asked my stepbrother if everything had to go? My stepbrother answered yes, my mother ordered it. Before I could say anything, the garbage man picked me and my crane up and threw me in the garbage truck. I was furious and cursed my stepbrother and his mother. At that moment the press came down to push all the garbage forward. And where on one side was the press I saw on the other side big sharp knives to make the garbage smaller. I had to jump for my life to avoid being grabbed by one of those knives.

Then I woke up from this nightmare and cried softly. I dreamed this dream for three nights in a row but never told my father or stepmother. They didn't understand me anyway, so why bring even more misery on myself? Later in life I understood the message of this terrible dream. Stepmother didn't want me because I was different. I didn't fit into her picture of a happy family.

I was rebellious, always went my own way, when I was punished "for example standing in the corner for a few hours" I laughed at my father and stepmother, I wasn't interested in school, didn't recognize stepmother as a mother and I always had arguments with stepbrother "he was a Scorpio and got me into trouble many times which resulted in me being punished". To this day I am very careful with people who are Scorpio, I don't trust them.

A year later I was placed in a children's home. I had lost both my mother and my father in two years. I felt betrayed by both my father and my mother. I did not yet know what death meant and no one wanted to explain it to me. It was not until I was 8 years old that an uncle of mine took me to the cemetery where my mother's grave was. It was only then that I understood what death meant. When I was placed in the children's home I fell into a very deep depression from which I did not recover until I was about 11 years old.

Why am I writing about this dream NOW? It suddenly surfaced again. Apparently I still have to do something with it, although I don't know what. Maybe it is a kind of separation anxiety that I sometimes have that makes me feel lonely. I am generally alone 24/7, something I don't mind, I chose that myself. That way I can work on myself best without being distracted by others all the time. Not that I don't like other people or don't want them to be with me. I just work best on my own. I am "as the Germans so nicely call it" ein Einzelgänger, a loner or lone wolf.

Peter68 © ® 19-01-2025
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Liefde - Love

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Eens was de liefde zo simpel
Zo simpel als een denkrimpel
Maar de tijden zijn voorbij
Net als het geluk in een loterij

We leven in roerige en snellere tijden
Waarin we elkaar zoveel mogelijk proberen te mijden
Alleen voor snelle platte seks zijn we nog te porren
Dan gaan vele nog als katten knorren

Wat is er met ons gebeurd en ons aangedaan?
Hoe kunnen we in hemelsnaam nog zo bestaan?
Eens waren we liefdevolle gepassioneerde mensen
Nu is onze geest leeg en hebben we alleen nog maar volle pensen

We zijn over een bepaalde grens heen gegaan
Nu worden we bedreigt in ons bestaan
Hoe kunnen we in hemelsnaam het tij keren?
Hoe kunnen we weer gepassioneerde liefde leren?

Ik zie zoveel mensen worstelen met hun bestaan
Vele weten niet naar waar ze moeten gaan?
Als slapende zielen slepen zij zich voort
Wandelen al kijkend op hun telefoon van oord naar oord

Ik zou deze mensen zo graag willen helpen
Doch ik heb zelf ook nog wat wonden om te stelpen
Velen mogen denken dat ik ben verlicht
Maar ik worstel zelf ook nog wel eens met het donker en het licht

Peter68 © ® 19-01-2025
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Love

Love used to be so simple
As simple as a thought wrinkle
But those times are over
Just like luck in a lottery

We live in turbulent and accelerated times
In which we try to avoid each other as much as possible
We are only interested in quick, casual sex
Then many of them start to growl like cats

What happened to us and what has been done to us?
How the hell can we still exist like this?
Once we were loving passionate people
Now our minds are empty and we only have full bellies

We have crossed a certain boundary
Now we are threatened in our existence
How can we possibly turn the tide?
How can we learn to love passionately again?

I see so many people struggling with their existence
Many do not know where to go?
Like sleeping souls they drag themselves along
Walking from place to place while looking at their phone

I would love to help these people
But I still have some wounds to heal myself
Many may think that I am enlightened
But I sometimes struggle with the dark and the light myself.

Peter68 © ® 01/19/2025
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Energieën - Energies

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Energieën komen en gaan
Energieën waar je soms even stil bij moet staan
Energieën vertellen je wat is en gaat komen
Energieën willen stromen

Wij als mensen zijn niet echt meer in contact met de natuur
Vele kennen niet meer de betekenis van het element vuur
Wij dienen niet meer onze hogere zijn
We hebben het contact verloren met de kosmische lijn

Het is het materialisme wat wij dienen
Dit doet ons soms grienen
Diep vanbinnen voelen wij dat gat in ons hart
Dit gat maakt ons soms verward

We weten dat we iets missen
Doch, de maatschappij maakt ons wijs dat we ons vergissen
Die moedigt ons aan om nog meer nodeloze spullen te kopen
De waarheid is, het materialisme is ons aan het slopen

Je kunt het gat in je hart niet helen met spiegeltjes en kralen
Als je dat doet moet je een steeds hogere prijs betalen
Alleen de natuur en de kosmische verbinding kunnen ons echt helen
En dus moeten we weer het kosmische spel gaan spelen

We moeten ons weer gaan verdiepen is de werking van de natuur
De natuur is zo liefdevol en puur
Herstel ook weer de kosmische lijn
Je zal jezelf heel dankbaar zijn

Laat je niet langer leven door het materialisme
Laat los al dat hebberige egoïsme
Keer terug naar je werkelijke zijn
Heel en verlos jezelf van alle verdriet en pijn.

Peter68 © ® 12-01-2025
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Energies

Energies come and go
Energies that you sometimes have to stop and think about
Energies tell you what is and what is to come
Energies want to flow

We as humans are no longer really in touch with nature
Many no longer know the meaning of the element fire
We no longer serve our higher being
We have lost contact with the cosmic line

It is materialism that we serve
This sometimes makes us cry
Deep inside we feel that hole in our heart
This hole sometimes makes us confused

We know that we are missing something
Yet, society makes us believe that we are wrong
It encourages us to buy even more unnecessary stuff
The truth is, materialism is destroying us

You cannot heal the hole in your heart with mirrors and beads
If you do that, you have to pay an ever higher price
Only nature and the cosmic connection can really heal us
And so we have to start playing the cosmic game again

We have to deepening again is the working of nature
Nature is so loving and pure
Restore the cosmic line
You will be very grateful to yourself

Do not let yourself live by materialism any longer
Let go of all that greedy egoism
Return to your true being
Heal and free yourself from all sorrow and pain.

Peter68 © ® 01/12/2025
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Different point of view

I am different from you. I think, I look, I feel and I hear differently.
Yet we are both people. And in many ways, you are also very different from me. I think that is the most beautiful thing about people. No person is the same, not even twins. We are emotional animals and experience life in a completely unique way. What can be fun for one person can be very painful for another. And because we live on a planet with so many different people, it is sometimes difficult to find the golden mean so that people do not have to feel hurt.

Throughout history, we have come up with all kinds of laws and rules for this, so that we could live together in a peaceful and respectful way. But if you look closely within our society, you will see that the elasticity has gone a bit out of it, that peacefulness and respect for each other's beliefs are increasingly difficult to find. You see this in religion, politics and social debates. Whoever shouts the loudest has the power. And if shouting does not work, you can always threaten with violence in the name of God, Allah or your political beliefs or actually use it to make your opinion heard.

We call this polarization, where the contrast between people/groups becomes stronger and stronger and people therefore increasingly oppose each other. You see this especially in politics, where left-wing and right-wing parties fight each other tooth and nail. What is worst about polarization is that no one really listens to the other anymore because they have already made up their mind and no argument will change their mind. Another thing about polarization, and unfortunately many do not see this, is that the media likes to add fuel to the fire between different groups.

So it is the old game of divide and conquer that is being played. Unfortunately, many still go along with it, but do not realize that in this way they are destroying our society "and therefore also themselves". So try to really listen next time without having a judgment. I know it is difficult, we all have our beliefs and find it difficult to accept a new view or different belief. Yet we can benefit from it. By really listening, showing respect and a little empathy we can get much further. We do not have to always fly at each other's throats for every little thing, we do not solve anything by doing that. And we should definitely ignore the media, they never tell you the truth and are only interested in viewing and listening figures because they generate money. And as we all know, it is all about money and big money is power. The media can make you, but it can also break you.

So listen without judgement, let people explain their point of view, argue each other's points of view in a respectful and civilised manner. Everyone has the right to his/her own truth, so you do not have to agree with each other, but that does not mean you should attack each other. That smells of tyranny and narcissism. Remember that freedom of speech is the most important thing. You do not have to worry about it if someone disagrees with you. It is bad for your heart, general peace of mind and only gives you stress and other problems. So just, let it be.

Peter68 © ® 01/09/2025
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I care

Everything below is in no particular order.

I care about Me,
I care about You,
I care about Love,
I care about Respect,
I care about Harmony,
I care about Nature,
I care about the Universe,
I care about Peace,
I care about Freedom,
I care about Sovereignty,
I care about Intimacy,
I care about Women,
I care about my Children,
I care about Beauty,
I care about the Earth,
I care about Animals,
I care about the Sun,
I care about the Moon, Planets and Stars,
I care about Music,
I care about Real Healthy Food,
I care about Hygiene,
I care about Empathy,
I care about Peace of Mind,
I care about Evolution,
I care about the Lessons we learn here,
I care about Things that make people happy or unhappy,
I care about the Elements of Fire, Air, Water and Earth,
I care about Real Education,
I care about listening without judgement,
I care about laughter,
I care about History,
I care about Spirituality,
I care about Andromeda,
I care about herbs,
I care about Gemstones,
I care about cuddling,
I care about my soul sisters and my brother,
I care about communication,
I care about colour,
I care about health,
I care about holistic health care,
I care about frequencies,
I care about energy,
I care about consciousness,
I care about thoughtfulness,
I care about books,
I care about art,
I care about living in harmony with nature,
I care about everything that can make a human life beautiful,
I care about life, but I also care about the physical death.

Peter68 01/08/2025
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